Monday, February 8, 2010
Catch the wave and go for it.
Feeling like I caught the perfect wave today.
After weighing in officially for the week and discovering that I have maintained the same weight for the last 8 weeks, I felt a sudden urgency to hop on board and catch the next biggest wave to carry me to my goal. I may not have restriction yet but I do have my own personal commitment to achieving my goals. While the last two months have been a kind of floundering around to figure out what this band is all about, it doesn't mean I have to keep hanging out in this holding pattern.
I am moving forward now and fast. I cut back my eating, I cranked out a 90 minute workout at the gym (both weights and cardio) and I dropped the "waiting around" attitude. I am taking charge of my success and I am going to make this band work for me the way I want it to. Tomorrow I check my schedule at work and Mr. Surgeon Man is going to get a good talking to. I don't expect the band to do this for me but for goodness sake what was the point of going through all this if it's been two and half months and it's still not helping me yet. No way, I am not sitting back and letting someone else control my success. It's time to surf standing up on my own two feet! (Now that's the spunk that gets results...lol.)
So it's all good. I am taking control of my journey and I am going to move in the right direction now. It feels good to get this off my chest. I was feeling quite anxious, stressed, upset, disillusioned, unfocused and down about all of this "non progress" with my band situation. After taking control today, I finally feel better. Surf's up and I'm hopping on my board!