Sunday, April 18, 2010
Oh my God! What was that?
Oh my God! What just happened this weekend??? I went through the house (well, mainly the fridge and pantry) and ate like a swarm of locusts hitting a small, unsuspecting country town. This has happened before, pre-band, when I would be mid-cycle and my appetite would resemble that of a teenage boy home from college. It was crazy. Crazy because my band was doing a whole lot of objecting (A LOT of PBing) but I wasn't listening. Some bizarre forcefield took over my body and commanded me to fork food into my mouth even after I felt satisfied. Yes, in my delerium, I still recognized I should be stopping...I just couldn't, wouldn't, didn't. Holy Hannah...what was that about? I made myself literally sick. It was absolutely disgusting and I hope to never repeat that. I am laying off everything tomorrow except the basics to survive. I need to detox. I have no idea why this happened other than to wonder if it was some kind of body rebellion, test or hormones gone wild. Thank God it's over. I feel better tonight. I am hitting the gym hard tomorrow...I can promise that. Does this happen to others too from time to time? How do you deal with it?